:(

No one knows how i feel, i can't tell my dad because it will add to his burden which i don't want. He has more then enough to worrie about now.

I hope i can take some of that burden. I really want to help him with everything.

I feel so much pain. I feel so so much but there is nth i can do. I feel helpless. I hide my tears from my dad because i don't want him to know that its effecting us.

I hope My mom will change. I hope that things will get better.

I pray that my family don't have to end up apart. I hope everything turns out fine for dad.

I wanna cry everyday when i see him but i cant. Its so painful to keep everything in. I can see the pain in my dad's eye. It must be way way worse for him. I cant imagine being in his shoes.

I love U daddy!

I just hope and keep Hoping....

I hope someone can understand what i feel now..

Love,

we

Random Thought

Lets say u're so in to ur current relationship and u're so so deep in love that u cant imagine being with another person.

What if one day ur partner leaves u, could u imagine getting over that person?

Could u imagine kissing another person?

Holding another guy/girl's hand?

Hugging another person?

Would it give u memories of ur previous or 1st love?

Would u feel the same way again?

Would the pain still be there?

Would the time taken to heal be so long that u cant take it?

I wonder, I do... If u're so in love how would u move on?

U have been through so much together.. all the up and downs and fun and anger and sadness and joy and pain and adventure...would u let it all go for one silly thing that u cant let go ruin something/someone u love?

Love

Wy

Delicious

Sis came back from Hong Kong today she bought some awesome food...

This is the Choc with Rum... Awesome!!!

U see the liquid??? its the liquor

These are the awesome brownies she bought.. taste so good OMG!!!

Love

Wy

Change

Changes are constant, its just how we experiences these changes

Right after exam, I started packing all my stuff so i can start moving All my things over to my new place. Started packing at 4 and was only done at 12 midnight.. Dam i have dam a lot of things. Need 2 Vans and 2 Cars to move all my things. After that went to have some drinks with friends.

The next day went to Penang with him. I drove down till Juru and he took over because i don't like driving inside Penang. We travelled around with my GPS from my new Hp. Our first stop was eating in KNK recommended by Jacqueline. Its really nice.

After that we went to Penang Road to take away the Famous Laksa and Cendol. Then we check in to the hotel. We rest and watch Vision 4 till about 7. We went to Air Itam to have some fried oysters and char hor fan but the fried oysters that he like so much was not open. Then we went to Gurney Plaza, wanted to watch a movie but all the timing was not suitable. After that we walked around in MPH. I bought a brand new Bible -its pink and nice (its for kids i think... for a princess). He bout 2 small book about law cases.

At about 9 we went to eat my favourite HA MEE (prawn noodles) in Jalan Burma. Awesome!! then we went to tapau Chicken Wings in Macalister Road and Fried Oysters in Jalan Selamat. Later we went to tapau my Rojak with squid hahaha. We were so full and stuffed.

The next afternoon we went to Air Itam to have delicious Mee Goreng and Char Kuih Teow! HE tapau 4 packet and 2 packet back. Then we went to new world to tapau 6 packet and 2 packet of Char Hor Fan. The awesome thing was we went back to Penang Road to tapau laksa and we packed a total of 12 big packets, 7 for me and 5 for him. Oh ya, we also tapau Chee Cheong Fan hehe...

After that we headed back to kampar to take our things and collect the 50 kaya puff that i ordered!! Was tiring but I had loads of Fun..

I love u!!!

Love,

Wy

Moving

Tomorrow night will be my last night in 2054 :)

Loads of good memories I have here. But I am happy that me n Cw is moving out. We'll have lesser problems in our life.

Hahahaha

Will miss my house mate CZY :D

Love

Wy

Electrofied!

Was walking around in The Pacific Mall.

I saw this chewing gum. Wanted to try it along time ago because it has a lot of advertising in the Cinema.. haha May say's its like a commercial for Condoms haha

Its Nice, I like it a lot... The mint last a bit longer than the normal gums!
Gonna sleep early tonight. Tomorrow going back to kampar in the morning.. :(

Love,

Wy

Lol

Guess what i found in Daddy's beg :D

Din know he actually listen to music haha

Helped hin Download itunes 10.0 hahaha

Love

Wy