Sunday, April 10, 2011

Week 13

Its Week 13, That marks the last week of my internship.
I am going to miss all those children.
Especially James, Yan Chen, Jonathan, Benji, Vienna, Zhang Wen and so many more.
Its been a blessing having to spent 13 weeks in your presents.
I'll definitely come back to volunteer and to visit those kids.
I'll upload some pictures after getting permission from their mom's hahaha

After that, i got to go back to kampar to have my presentations and hand in my report.
Aiks, I then need to start my Final Year Project..!! Shit shit.. Stress coming..!!

Its late.. Going to bed soon..
Nites World

Wei yen.

Its been a long time

Its been centuries since i last blogged.
Something happened that day, and i am still at shock at the event that it happened.
Somehow even when it seems like everything is over.
Some how I am still being blamed. I don't know why? or how?


Do you still think that is it my fault?
I don't even know what was going on and out of the blue my phone was flooded with message by two people.
After the children went back, I took out my phone and was shocked to see these messages.

Why the sudden randomness?
Why has all these been going on there and no one bothered to tell me what happened and i.m dragged right to the middle of it without any consciousness of it happening.

My Love,
I know you don't like to see me sad, but could you like dropped a hint that its bothering you as well?
Don't just tell me out of the blue.. Because you're sad.
My dear, that was days ago. I kinda forgot about it.
Perhaps there are other issues that you have with her but you don't want to let anyone know? including me?
perhaps?!

My Friend,
I don't know if you'll ever see this...
Sorry if a small matter like this cause a big problem for you other there with your relationships...
Sorry, if it seems that i am a trouble maker or for being too sensitive and feeling in such way that you thought i might understand.
But i was hurt as well.
I understand you and what you feel, i am a girl as well...
But I am there only that night and i took over the wheels so it wont be that bad.
Regardless, i hope things between us can be ok.

Sorry for the problems I have caused.




Men kick friendship around like a football, but it doesn't seem to crack. Women treat it like glass and it goes to pieces.

Anne Morrow Lindbergh

There's one sad truth in life I've found
While journeying east and west -
The only folks we really wound
Are those we love the best.
We flatter those we scarcely know,
We please the fleeting guest,
And deal full many a thoughtless blow
To those who love us best.

~Ella Wheeler Wilcox

Wei Yen