Even when I do talk to people the decision is still up to me.
I have so many problems - Relationship, Friendship, Financial Problems.
Different people give me different advice. I don't know which is true which is not. I can't decide for my self. I cant Judge. I don't know what to do. I can't think straight.
Where do I go from here?
Can i just disappear?
I don't like to deal with this.
I feel pain yet i have to put up a poker face
I up a poker face to hide what i feel to avoid having to deal with you.
Every word that come out of your mouth will definitely hurt me but i hide and pretend its nth.
I need someone a good friend a friend that treats me like a sister "chee mui" here in kampar..
I want someone to run to,
I want someone to tell everything to,
I want someone to share my joy and sadness together,
I want someone who i can go shopping and enjoy with,
I need someone who can have mutual understanding with me,
Just a friend.. I need just a friend, Not a pretend friend, not a hi bye friend.
Just a pure genuine fren who i can share everything with.
The name of this song is called RECENTLY.
I replay this song more then a hundred time a day.
I like it alot.
This song explains alot of how i feel.
