Recently

Many things happen lately. I feel so lost and feel like i have no one to turn to.

Even when I do talk to people the decision is still up to me.

I have so many problems - Relationship, Friendship, Financial Problems.

Different people give me different advice. I don't know which is true which is not. I can't decide for my self. I cant Judge. I don't know what to do. I can't think straight.

Where do I go from here?

Can i just disappear?

I don't like to deal with this.

I feel pain yet i have to put up a poker face

I up a poker face to hide what i feel to avoid having to deal with you.

Every word that come out of your mouth will definitely hurt me but i hide and pretend its nth.

I need someone a good friend a friend that treats me like a sister "chee mui" here in kampar..

I want someone to run to,

I want someone to tell everything to,

I want someone to share my joy and sadness together,

I want someone who i can go shopping and enjoy with,

I need someone who can have mutual understanding with me,

Just a friend.. I need just a friend, Not a pretend friend, not a hi bye friend.

Just a pure genuine fren who i can share everything with.

The name of this song is called RECENTLY.

I replay this song more then a hundred time a day.

I like it alot.

This song explains alot of how i feel.

Disaster

Just gonna stand there and watch it burn

Years of effort going down the drain

Nice!

7th Nerve Paralysis

The 7th nerve in my face/ ear is paralyze

I cannot smile on the right side of my face

My lips is sengeted to the left size

My right eye wont close properly

Everything Hurt

This is my SMILE... literally

So glad to have you by myside all the time <3

By my side

I just hope you can understand.

You made my day better

:) <3

Over and Far Away

Holding back my tears :(

Feel so stuck somewhere. Lost in this universe.

It feels like finding your way back Out in outer space.

Good Job

For You

Hey Best Friend,

Its your 21st Birthday :D
So old yet so Awesome

I don't know how to write you a very long message now, my mind cannot think properly now.

You're an awesome friend

You're great in a lot of ways that you do not know.

You think I am Paranoid but you actually are also Just not as obvious or serious as me.

You're very understanding

Sometimes I see you get stuck in life's game and I really just want to help you get out of it but I don't know how, but you always seem to get it all right back in place all by your self

You're strong and Obviously very good in defending your self

But like every girl we fall in the game's love, but you still manage to carry yourself together with your head held up high :D

Many don't know what goes on behind closed doors its not because they don't know or care, Its just because you're so strong and loving that you put other needs before your own and that we sometime forget you're human as well :D

I love this picture of you the most <3

So sorry that you fell down

I know your leg hurts all the time. If not also its most of the time..

I don't know how to help you here, so al i can do is just try to bring you out and watch movie and do stuff.

You're not troubling me women.

Its just very fun to go out with my best friend you know, regardless how and what's going on.

Try turning the table for once. I think u'll do the same thing for me :D

“A true friend is someone who never gets tired of listening to your own pointless dramas over and over again.”

You can always tell a real friend: when you've made a fool of yourself he doesn't feel you've done a permanent job. ~Laurence J. Peter

I know I am not like dam chun or something and I am very paranoid and stuff

So I just want to

Thank you for being so

`patient

`understanding

`loving

`caring

`nice

`crazy

`knocking sense into my head

`buying me things

`tolerating ME :D

If you're alone, I'll be your shadow. If you want to cry, I'll be your shoulder. If you want a hug, I'll be your pillow. If you need to be happy, I'll be your smile. But anytime you need a friend, I'll just be me

Love,

Wy